phew!

viva list is out today. didn't get any call to go for viva tomorrow so i think i'm safe. phew! this is the last hurdle to cross before i actually go to india. but even if i failed, i would have to go anyway because i need to fulfill my 7 weeks of electives. If i failed, i would have to lug my robbins and lowe all the way to india and i don't think my luggage will like the extra weight very much. so double phew!

somehow i'm not very excited about the big trip. The thought of leaving my home, sleeping on a strange bed, washing my own clothes....(i sound very spoilt right?)...is quite daunting. And the worst part is i can't even go home at the end of the day and escape from everybody if i'm having a bad day. It's not that i dislike the people i'm going with, don't get me wrong, but the thought of spending such a long time with anyone is very scary. It's like getting married! Even in singapore, when i spend a good part of my life in the clinics, i feel stifled already. And that is when i can go home everyday. I'm going to miss the daily conversations with my sis, even though i always tell her to stop talking (cos she can really talk! haha), it's always a favourite part of my day.

heard from wendy that von said that if i force her to wash her bedsheet when we're there, she'll say that i never wash my favourite pillow. that's quite true. the pot calling the kettle black. BUT! a small pillow and a bedsheet is totally different! when u sleep, your epithelial cells will shed and collect on your bedsheet everynight! imagine 2 months worth of skin!! u can roll them into a ball like ji gong and give it to others as xian dan. and u only smell and niao niao your favourite pillow. and if u just jiggle a bit, all the dirt will drop off like magic.

5 more days......